Old mix: Run on for a long time

I previously posted about the sister mix to this one, Duckin’ and Dodgin’, and so a lot of the context for this mix tape can be found there. But there are a few other things I didn’t talk about.

Starting in 1997, I had begun making double-length mix tapes, with parts 1 and 2. It was fun to explore that much music, and great for long car trips, but it was also exhausting, and I had the idea that I should try to reduce the sprawl just a little bit. I couldn’t fully let the double tape format go, though, and there were a number of touchpoints that connect this tape to the prior one.

Most notable, of course, is the title track. I remember when I first listened to the Moby Play album, how impressed I was with the depth of the gospel and blues material he had tapped and how fresh sounding (at the time) he had made it. Then I found a copy of There Will Be No Sweeter Sound: The Columbia Okeh Post War Gospel Story, a really fantastic 2-CD compilation that came out in February 1998, and listened to the original that he had drawn “Run On” from, Bill Landford and the Landfordaires’ “Run On for a Long Time.” I was considerably less impressed with his work after that. As opposed to a transformative composition, “Run On” proves itself to be a more or less straight remix of the Landfordaires original, and going back to the 1949 recording you find all the charming irregularities and brilliant vocal performances that are flattened out in Moby’s version. (I find myself wondering whether Moby dug up the 78 of “Run On For a Long Time” or if he just nicked the song from the compilation, but that’s a different story.)

There were other things of note on this mix. Morphine’s “The Night” was a somber opener but I was feeling somber about the death of Mark Sandman on an Italian concert stage the prior year. The Night, the band’s posthumous final album, was a bittersweet gift, a nearly perfect summation of their “low rock” sound. Pairing it with my college friend Justin Rosolino’s “Legacy,” an again near perfect combination of acoustic guitar brilliance and vocal excitement (that “everything and everything” part gets me every time), puts some hope back into the atmosphere after “The Night.”

A lot of my playlist construction could be traced to the CDs I had bought in the preceding months. Pulp’s This is Hardcore, the R.E.M. odds and sods collection Dead Letter Office, and the latest Sleater-Kinney all play a pretty big role in this compilation, as did the Flaming Lips and Beck’s Midnite Vultures (many of which already appeared on the prior compilation). I also had picked up my first Elliott Smith album, Figure 8, a few months prior when it came out, and the uncharacteristically simple “Somebody That I Used to Know” made it on here. A few other songs owed their inclusion to my finding them on long car trips. Such was the case with Willie Nelson’s “Somebody Pick Up My Pieces” off his Daniel Lanois produced album Teatro, which is for some reason controversial (I loved it), which I listened to a lot on a drive down to the Outer Banks.

And such was the case with Nat “King” Cole’s “Save the Bones for Henry Jones,” which Lisa and I listened to for the first time disbelievingly on WKCR in what must have been hour 7 of a normally five hour drive up to see her parents in Lakewood, on a night that turned into a blizzard. Released in 1947, this was a duet with Johnny Mercer that inevitably cracks both of us up when we hear it today, and we’ve passed it on to our kids as well.

The end of the mix has one of the most emotional one-two punches I’ve put on a mix tape, the part where our impending move to Boston was really kicking in: the Flaming Lips’ “Feeling Yourself Disintegrate” and Sleater-Kinney’s “Leave You Behind.” Due to the limitations of the tape format, I only managed to capture part of the last song; it cuts off partway into the bridge as the band sings “There’s nothing left for you to lose,” leaving the song tantalizingly unfinished, which is appropriate for how I felt about my departure from Virginia.

  1. The NightMorphine (The Night)
  2. LegacyJustin Rosolino (Music: The Live Recordings)
  3. Wolves, LowerR.E.M. (Dead Letter Office)
  4. Ballad of a LadymanSleater-Kinney (All Hands on the Bad One)
  5. DishesPulp (This is Hardcore)
  6. Get Real PaidBeck (Midnite Vultures)
  7. A Spoonful Weighs a TonThe Flaming Lips (The Soft Bulletin)
  8. Somebody That I Used to KnowElliott Smith (Figure 8)
  9. Fight Against Drug Abuse (Public Service Announcement)James Brown (Funk Power 1970: Brand New Thing)
  10. Save the Bones for Henry JonesNat “King” Cole (Jazz Encounters)
  11. Somebody Pick Up My PiecesWillie Nelson (Teatro)
  12. Cursed MalePorno for Pyros (Porno for Pyros)
  13. The First Time (Reprise)Daniel Lanois & MDH (Million Dollar Hotel (Soundtrack))
  14. I Know It’s OverThe Smiths (The Queen Is Dead)
  15. The Big FellahBlack 47 (Home of the Brave)
  16. I Will FollowU2 (Boy)
  17. Run On For a Long TimeBill Landford and the Landfordaires (There Will Be No Sweeter Sound)
  18. PonyTom Waits (Mule Variations)
  19. Hollywood FreaksBeck (Midnite Vultures)
  20. Couldn’t Cause Me HarmBeth Orton (Central Reservation)
  21. Jealous GuyJohn Lennon (Imagine)
  22. GiganticThe Pixies (Surfer Rosa)
  23. Nevermind (What Was It Anyway)Sonic Youth (NYC Ghosts & Flowers)
  24. Feeling Yourself DisintegrateFlaming Lips (The Soft Bulletin)
  25. Leave You BehindSleater-Kinney (All Hands on the Bad One)

You can listen to (most of) this playlist in Apple Music (inexplicably not including “Run On For a Long Time”):

Old mix: duckin’ and dodgin’

The summer of 2000 was a time of transitions for me. I had started to broaden my horizons beyond my childhood and young adulthood in Virginia, thanks to trips to Italy, London, Ireland and France with Lisa (ah, the late 1990s and the strong US dollar!). And though I had begun in late 1999 to plan seriously leaving my job at American Management Systems behind, it wasn’t until the spring of 2000 that I committed to the MIT Sloan School of Management and to moving away from my life in Virginia.

You can hear some of the uncertainty of that change in Side B of this mix. The first is still exploring beautiful singalong music. It was the first mix I made after John McLaughlin brought over Justin Rosolino’s self-produced first album; the first after my cousin Greg gave me a copy of The Soft Bulletin one momentous Christmas; the first after I began a dive down the rabbit hole of David Bowie’s collaborations with Brian Eno. There’s a track at the front, not listed on the J-card, that excerpts about two minutes of unaccompanied Gabon pygmy song, another weird rabbit hole I was on the brink of falling into.

It was also the spring I (late to the party as always) discovered Moby. I had previously fallen into a rabbit hole of old blues and folk records, occasioned by the Anthology of American Folk Music, but hearing those works in this transformed context was remarkable—even if my growing familiarity with the source recordings was soon to reveal just how shallow a trick Moby played, particularly on tracks like “Run On.” The remix of decades worth of Steve Reich recordings into a singular “Megamix” was more rewarding.

But Side B: once you get past the throat-clearing of Elvis’s version of “Blueberry Hill,” there’s wistfulness and uncertainty in every track. I kind of wish I could reach out to my old 27-year-old self and reassure him that it was really going to be okay.

The tracklist:

  1. Etudes de jodlsGabon Pygmies (Musique des Pygmées Bibayak/Chantres de l’épopée)
  2. Fool Of MeMe’Shell Ndegeocello (Bitter)
  3. PerfectSmashing Pumpkins (Adore)
  4. HeroesDavid Bowie (“Heroes”)
  5. The Spiderbite SongThe Flaming Lips (The Soft Bulletin)
  6. StatelessU2 (The Million Dollar Hotel)
  7. Pale Blue Eyes (Closet Mix)The Velvet Underground (Peel Slowly and See)
  8. Beautiful WayBeck (Midnite Vultures)
  9. Portland HeadlightJustin Rosolino (“Music” (The Live Recordings))
  10. Run OnMoby (Play)
  11. Megamix (Tranquility Bass)Steve Reich (Reich Remixed)
  12. Blueberry HillElvis Presley (The King of Rock ‘n’ Roll: The Complete 50s Masters)
  13. The Ground Beneath Her FeetU2 (The Million Dollar Hotel)
  14. SouvenirMorphine (The Night)
  15. One Single Thread (Float Away)Justin Rosolino (“Music” (The Live Recordings))
  16. Don’t Talk (Put Your Head on My Shoulder)The Beach Boys (Pet Sounds)
  17. Falling At Your FeetBono (Lanois) (The Million Dollar Hotel)
  18. Jesus (Closet Mix)The Velvet Underground (Peel Slowly and See)
  19. EcstasyLou Reed (Ecstasy)
  20. Sister MorphineThe Rolling Stones (Sticky Fingers)
  21. IsolationJohn Lennon (Plastic Ono Band)
  22. Via ChicagoWilco (Summerteeth)
  23. Central Reservation (Original Version)Beth Orton (Central Reservation)

If you have Apple Music, you can listen to (most of) the mix here: