Confession

Ten days ago I said I’d stop looking at referral logs until I was happy with my writing again. Looking back over the last ten days, I note two things:

  1. I’ve successfully kept away from looking at my referral logs.
  2. I’ve written a lot less.

The second, I think, was to be expected. I’m trying on some new styles of thinking (more about that shortly). It’s only natural that output falls as my brain changes its way of thinking and expressing itself.

The first requires one confession–I did go back to the discussion group, which shows the number of times a news item is read, one time last week and saw that my “Confessions of a Referral Junkie” had gotten something like 250 reads (normal levels somewhere between 0 and 30). Irony?

The irony

There’s a nice article in the current edition of The Tech about ego surfing, although the writer didn’t do enough research about it to mention that term.

Where’s the irony? Why, the fact that the article isn’t on the Web edition of The Tech yet! No wonder it took years for the author to get his name to # 1 on his search engine of choice (which I assume is Google, though he doesn’t specify).

Here’s my obligatory ego surfing link. Note that all of the pages except one are by or about me.

Update 22 Feb: Now the article is available on line. Interestingly the site says “last updated Feb 19” on the main page, though the content wasn’t there until today…
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Regressing

I’d love to know what happened to the 2-4 inches of snow we were promised for today. I have the day off for Presidents Day, and was looking forward to having the snow to wake up to.

I also note that the longer I stay in school, the more my personality regresses to something like middle school. Definitely time to get back out there into the workforce…

Old friends

Today at school I ran into Steven, an old friend from AMS, my pre-business school employer. He’s in his first year at the Fletcher School of Law and Diplomacy at Tufts, and through sheer coincidence was cross-registered in the same systems dynamics class that I’m taking. A strange feeling to see such a familiar face as we’re handing in homework assignments.

You know it’s bad…

…when your own mother says she’s stopped reading your blog because programming news is boring. 🙂 Ok, got the message. I’m finding more things to think and write about starting right now!

Hmm. This could be harder than I thought.

RadioService.app

I’m looking at the source code for RadioService now. The author took an opposite approach to mine–most of the code is Objective C with just one AppleScript. But he did answer some of my questions about how to address the keychain and other tricks with Objective C. The answer is it looks really hairy and I’ll be figuring it out for a few days.

Now playing

Currently playing song: “Cold Turkey” by John Lennon on Lennon Legend.

I just went looking for the original album for this song and found to my surprise that it was from a single by the Plastic Ono Band, on which it was paired with the equally memorable “Don’t Worry Kyoko (Mommy’s Just Looking For A Hand In the Snow”). The latter, needless to say, was a Yoko song.

Confessions of a referral junkie

Okay, so I admit it. I have become addicted to my referral logs.

In the beginning, they were mostly a curiosity–no one was referring to me. Then I did some minor punditry on something Apple was going to do with scripting and XML. And wrote to Macintouch and to Dave to tell them what I thought. I had no idea what I was in for; suppose I thought I was just showing off how clever I was.

By the end of that day I was at over 2500 reads of that one article. Today the high water mark stands at 3313. It is by far the most popular single story I ever wrote, at least before I made the shiftf to news items (which the Most Read Messages stat doesn’t track). I was hooked. If the Internet was ever an attention economy, it was making me an attention junkie. And it affected the way I write.

I would have written my scripts anyway, and Manila Envelope. But I think unconsciously I was adjusting my web writing to the stuff that had gotten me attention in the first place. And I’m not super happy about that.

So I’m going to try an experiment. I currently have a bookmark menu for my web site on the Personal Toolbar of my browser. It has a folder containing links to the reports that Manila provides me about who’s pointing to me. I’m going to delete that folder. And until I’m happy with my writing again it’s going to stay deleted. I’ll report here how my behavior modification is going.